i never was a painter, but i could always draw my blood

CHAR LUERLOCK

26 | M | LA, CA
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YOUR BULLET AND YOUR BAYONET—

gothy rivethead clubkid
kinky bisexual puppydogman [sub/bottom/puppy]
los angeles-based writer
anarcho-transhumanist transfeminist transcendentalist
believer in magic and the decriminalization of psychedelic drugs
hunter s. thompson is my daddy
i’m just like if croc from croc listened to skinny puppy

—THE MIRACLE OF NO REGRET

and in the spider’s belly, the bones of the butterfly...

INTERESTS

industrial music
goth music
nivek ogre
psychedelics
clubs n raves
kinky sex
weird art
cult classics
spirituality
transcendentalism
surgery
body modification
transhumanism
anarchism
creatures and critters
being nice:)
...and more!!!

MUSIC IS MY LIFE!!!

Genres: industrial (including electro-, post-, hip hop, etc), ebm, darkwave, post-punk, death rock, gothic rock, synthpop, new wave, trip hop, alt rock, psychedelic rock/psychedelia, new romantic, experimental, + more

it's impossible to list all of my favorite bands because i love too many, but my top 3 favorites of all time are:

🦴skinny puppy
💉iamx
🔪severed heads

and a couple other big ones:

ohgr
all skuppy side projects
all things nivek ogre
all things wax trax! records
ministry/al jourgensen
lead into gold/paul barker
chris connelly
foetus/jg thirlwell
my life with the thrill kill kult
magazine
martin dupont
cabaret voltaire
street sects
the legendary pink dots
current 93
sneaker pimps
clipping.
spk
indradevi
boy harsher
new order
joy division
the cure
siouxsie and the banshees
chemlab
pig
throbbing gristle/psychic tv
coil
einstürzende neubauten
curse mackey
actors
health
pigface
tr/st
choir boy
patriarchy
geneva jacuzzi
circa survive
the birthday party
culture club
visage
dead or alive
massive attack/tricky
poe
the damned
the cramps
lou reed/the velvet underground
king gizzard and the lizard wizard
david bowie
lana del rey

...but this is just a fragment of a MUCH larger list!

DESPERATE DERANGED TALKING IN MY SLEEP AGAIN...

i am a proud ftm transsexual. i've been out since 2014, medically transitioning since 2019, and fully legally transitioned in 2024!! i live largely stealth irl but i am very proud of my journey and it’s not over yet!!
i live in los angeles the best city ever with my girlfriend and the eternal love of my life angel lysistra and our two cats tommy catkins and pink floyd. <3
i am a dalmatian puppy!! :3
i have a puppy that nivek ogre drew for me tattooed to my thigh (and 9 other tattoos!).
i have 2 english degrees and a lovely career in my field that i don't talk about online because i love work/life separation xoxo
i am a hobbyist writer and i have just self published my first novel!! find it on amazon here!!
i have a fluffy pink dinosaur named smilax. he is very special.
favorite creatures: dalmatians, owls, snakes, oil derricks, indri lemurs, blimps, pigs, the elephant's foot, spiders, bugs, doggies, probiotics, melon beastars, animatronics, lava lamps, mushrooms, little green aliens, industrial musicians, werewolfs, neopets, Smilax
i am honest to god not a very good one-on-one talker. i love people but i am not particularly socially inclined. i don’t use things like dms, discord, even texting very well!! i still love you very much even if i am not always able to respond <3
i love many many things, way too much to list here. i am very passionate about A LOT of different topics, bands, movies, games, books, etc, and i always enjoy discussing my interests!